My drawing has become compulsory. to the point that I’m not putting the time or effort into it but instead I’m whipping it out just to heck it (and the anxiety of not doing it) off my daily list.
Ok that’s only partly true. See the thing is my trip to the hospital a couple of weeks ago I’ve been trying to take better care of myself. And right now that seems to mean one or the other. Healthy activity or sit on my butt and draw. I’ve been trying to do both so he quality of my art has deteriorated. I need to work out a new schedule for things and get on track. However, I think Friday night I’m going to put forth the effort to not draw. I don’t want this to be a compulsory act. I want this to be deliberate and intentional. Any thoughts out there on the best way to fit everything in? (Btw I’ve also been in the planning stages for a novel. Another thing to divert my time)